Meh

Greetings & Salutations to All!
I am sorry not to have posted a lot lately.  Been having a bit of the Monster lately.  I suppose it is hormonal or it is the lack of schooling going on or it is my job which is sucky and overwhelming lately.  I don't know what it is but I don't like to dwell on it or write about it too often.  But it is a part of me, you know?  All is not sunshine and lolipops in GeeezLand.
This weekend my sister and I took a few days off-- which I will story tell tomorrow when I have a chance to download some pictures.   It was lovely but it also gave me some time to reflect on what is not working in my life and so I plan to make some changes.
I am going to make my spiritual life a priority.  I have let that slip.  I know better than that.
I am going to go back to the doctor and push for her to give me a real checkup.  I went a month ago and she was very cursory and said things looked fine.  THings are not fine.  And if she doesn't listen and give me some honest feedback I will change to a different doctor.   I am going to start working again at getting in better physical shape.  I do not enjoy this.  But I will try.  Again.  A friend has recomended some holistic things and I will go to our local health store and try to figure out what to get. That in itself could be an entertaining trip.  The last time I was there I was getting some vegan treats (can you say 'oxymoron'?) for a friends going away party.  I felt like I had traveled into a foreign country where I did not know the language and for which my legs were far too well shaved.  However, I will try.  My menu selections are going to center around veggies as the entree with small sides of meat and grains.  I will drink water.  I will get some sort of exercise. 
OKay there, I got it out.  I will look for something funny tomorrow.